In Plain Sight Read online

  Amy Sparling

  Copyright © 2016 Amy Sparling

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  First Edition July 2016

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  This book is a work of fiction. The characters, events, and places portrayed in this book are products of the author’s imagination and are either fictitious or are used fictitiously. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental and not intended by the author.

  Table of Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  About the Author

  Chapter 1

  Spring Break is a double edged sword. On the one side, you get out of school for a total of nine days. Nine glorious days of sleeping as late as you want, wearing whatever you want, and spending time with family. Okay, most teenagers might not put the family part in the Spring Break Pros column, but I’m not like most teenagers. My little sisters, Emma and Starla, are my favorite people in the world. Emma starts kindergarten this year and Starla just turned two, so they’re still young and adorable and generally, the best.

  The downside of Spring Break? It’s only a week to do all of those things. Then it’s back to school for me, back to daycare for them, and the nightmare that is my life goes on as regularly scheduled.

  Mom doesn’t get a Spring Break. Vacations—paid or otherwise—aren’t exactly in the Savings Mart vocabulary. The multi-million-dollar chain of grocery stories prefers to work their employees day in and day out, for very little pay and even less respect.

  I take a deep breath and let my head rest against the window of school bus number forty-three. It’s Friday, school is out, and I’m almost home. I don’t know why I feel so bummed about life right now.

  Spring Break . . . rah rah . . . woohoo.

  Maybe it’s because, no matter what Mom says about promising to give us a better life, I know it’ll never happen. Maybe it’s because we’ve spent four whole months here in Louetta, Texas and I haven’t made a single friend. Unless I count Jacoby Anderson.

  And I don’t count Jacoby Anderson.

  Ugh. We hit a pothole and my head bangs against the glass, making me wince. I sit up, then slouch down until my knees rest against the back of the seat in front of me. Jacoby is the only guy who’s noticed me here at Robert Cullen High School, and I have a pretty good idea that because of him, no other guy has noticed me since then.

  We’d moved here just before Christmas because Mom finally got moved up to the top spot on the waiting list for our trailer house. The only rental within fifty miles of a Savings Mart that was only five hundred dollars a month rent. So we got the trailer, Mom rejoiced in cheaper bills, and I got to start at a new school.

  Jacoby was in the office for disciplinary reasons, not that I knew it at the time, when I walked in on that first day to get my schedule. He offered to show me around, and he was cute—tall, dark skin and mesmerizing eyes—so of course I happily let him make me fifteen minutes late to first period because he was showing me around.

  He asked me on a date that day, and I’d accepted. We went to the town’s Christmas Festival of Lights, which is where they decorated the hell out of a park and made a super pretty and romantic pathway of lights to walk around while sipping hot chocolate.

  I couldn’t let him see where I lived, so I talked him into letting me meet him there.

  It was a three mile walk in the cold, but it was worth it to shield him from the realities of my dirt poor life. We’d had a blast at first. He bought me hot chocolate and slung his arm around my shoulders while we walked. Everything was going pretty decent as far as first dates go, when I tripped over a wooden bridge and sprained my ankle.

  There was no way I could walk home with my ankle swollen to the size of a softball. I had no choice. I had to let him drive me home.

  I cringe just thinking of the memory.

  I still remember the scowl on his face when I directed him to turn into the driveway that led to Quality Mobile Home Park—an epic offense of false advertising if you ask me. Immediately he was turned off of me in every aspect. I could just tell. But it only got worse when I told him which trailer was mine. Number four, the singlewide with faded paint and a sagging roof. There’s also a piece of plywood covering a hole in the living room floor, that our landlord installed buy duct taping around the edges to keep the roaches out, but Jacoby didn’t need to know that. He was already grossed out enough.

  “Please tell me you don’t live here,” he said.

  “It’s just temporary.” Not exactly the truth, but it wasn’t a lie either. We never stayed anywhere very long. Mom was always looking for cheaper rent.

  He turned to me, lip cocked in disgust. “You know this is the pedophile house, right?”

  I couldn’t even feel the pain in my ankle anymore. I was so horrified that nothing else mattered. “No pedophiles live in my house, Jacoby. It’s just my mom, my sisters, and me.”

  “No, he used to,” he said. “It was on the news about a month ago. They busted this gross ass trashy man who had, like, kidnapped kids and shit. He was already a sex offender but the trailer park let him move in anyway because there’s no schools around. Didn’t you know that?”

  I didn’t know that. It never occurred to me to Google the address of wherever we were moving to. My stomach turned. “Well, no disgusting people live there now,” I said.

  “But how could you live in a trailer where kids were molested? That’s just gross, Maddie.”

  I didn’t really have an answer for him. After I’d gone inside and watched him back out of the driveway, tires peeling out onto the road like he couldn’t get out of there fast enough, I never talked to him again. I barely even saw him at school, and our school isn’t that big. It’s like he decided I was the plague and found a way to inoculate himself against me.

  The worst part? Mom didn’t even care that we were living in a pedophile’s old house. She just rolled her eyes and said he’s in jail now and the house has been cleaned, so who cares?

  I get off the bus when it stops on Market Street. Technically this is the stop for everyone who lives in an apartment complex right across the road, but I walk the extra half a mile home each day just so none of these idiots on my bus know where I live. I don’t know why I even care. It’s not like they talk to me.

  Plus, I’m pretty sure the two stoners who sit in the back live in the same trailer park that I do, and they definitely don’t care what people think of them.

  The letters B and M are written on the inside
of my list, a note I made this morning while I was getting the girls ready for daycare. Bread and Milk. We’re out of both, and staples are just about the only thing my family eats each day.

  Two weeks ago, Mom came home with a 12-count box of Pop Tarts that had been crushed by a fork lift in the back of the store, and we all ate like freaking kings. Sugary, processed, name brand foods? It might as well have been Christmas.

  I walk down Market Street to the gas station on the corner. Weird as it sounds, this place has the cheapest bread and milk, even cheaper than at Savings Mart. I grab one of each and take them to the register, where a woman who looks more like an old boxer than a lady rings me up.

  “Four seventy-two, darlin’.”

  I swipe the debit card I share with Mom. The machine beeps twice, this low and aggravating sound that totally gives it away, like it’s shouting THIS PERSON IS POOR to everyone in the freaking store.

  “It’s declined, honey. You got another card?”

  No I don’t have another card. I’m seventeen, and Mom’s credit is so shot even loan sharks won’t lend her a dime. This bank account is all we have.

  “Um, I don’t think so.” Heat rushes to my cheeks. Nothing is worse than having your card declined in a store. Except maybe being told you live in a pedophile house by a really cute guy.

  “Sorry, can you just cancel it?” I say, my throat dry. “I’ll go put them back on the shelf.”

  The cashier, Judy according to her name tag, gives me this tight-lipped frown, which makes her wrinkly face even more wrinkly.

  “You come in here a lot,” she says, eyeing me.

  “Yes, ma’am?” I say, not sure if I’m supposed to answer that.

  “You always buy bread and milk.” Again, not really a question, but I feel compelled to reply.

  I lift my shoulders. “This store is the cheapest for those things.”

  “The boss thinks low grocery prices will bring in more people who blow all their money on lottery tickets,” she says with a nod. “I think it works.”

  A guy walks up behind me now, a case of beer and a pack of peanuts in his hands. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do now. I can’t pay, I’m trying to leave, but she won’t stop talking to me.

  My heart speeds up, and then Judy reaches under the counter and opens an old wallet. She takes out a five-dollar bill and then punches it into the cash register.

  “It’s on me today, kiddo. You have a good day.”

  “Really? Um, wow thanks.” I’m mumbling, but Judy’s creased lips turn up in a smile.

  “You can pay it forward some day when you’re able.”

  “I will, thank you,” I say, grabbing the bags and giving her my most grateful smile. It feels wrong and a little icky to accept a stranger’s money like that, but there was a guy standing behind me, and I didn’t want to make a scene. Plus. My sisters really need this food. I don’t know why my mom refuses to sign up for government assistance. Food stamps would go a long way for situations like this, when our bank account is no doubt in the negative.

  I should really try to find a job. Mom doesn’t think it’s feasible for me to work too since I’m the main babysitter when the girls aren’t at daycare, but maybe I can work something out. Maybe I can find some way to earn a little cash to help us get by.

  With that idea in mind, I walk down the strip of stores on Market Street, choosing to go inside an ice cream shop to see if they’re hiring.

  As soon as I walk in, a rush of refrigerated air and the scent of expensive perfume hits me. Three girls talk animatedly while they lean over the glass counter, looking for an ice cream flavor. It’s the M’s, I know it just from seeing the back of them.

  The three most popular girls in school, all with a name that starts with an M. It’s kind of like me, only my name is the only thing we have in common. They are all beautiful, filthy rich, and always seem to smell nice.

  These girls haven’t worked a day in their life and they’re very proud of that. Must be nice.

  I walk up to the counter and ask the girl if they’re hiring. She’s only about my age, maybe even a year younger, and she frowns. “I don’t think so. I could ask my boss though?”

  Suddenly I feel too suffocated to linger around anymore. “No thanks, that’s fine.”

  My phone rings and I dig it out of my backpack.

  “Oh my god, is that a flip phone?” one of the M’s says, her smoky eyes bursting open wide. “Like, who even has those anymore?”

  “I didn’t even know they would still work,” another one says.

  I don’t bother meeting their critical gazes as I answer the call and push my way back out the door and into the safety of the sidewalk.

  “Hey, Mom,” I say, letting out a breath I didn’t realize I was holding.

  “Where are you? You should have been home by now?”

  “I was getting milk and bread,” I say, deciding not to tell her about Judy’s charity. Mom no doubt already knows the account is negative. “We’re out.”

  “Ugh, honey, we don’t need any of that,” Mom says, sounding like she’s in a rush.

  “Yes we definitely do,” I say. “It’s Spring Break and I’m watch the girls all week, remember?”

  If they don’t go to daycare for the week, we get to save money. But they still need to be fed.

  “Honey, just come home and hurry. I have a big surprise for you.”

  “What kind of surprise?” I say, not bothering to pick up the pace. Maybe it’s another box of crushed food from her work. That would be a lifesaver right about now.

  “The best surprise of your entire life,” Mom says.

  Something in her voice sends chills down my spine. Mom’s not one to exaggerate the truth, and she’s never sounded so happy, not in my entire life.

  “Okay,” I say, walking a little faster. “This better be good.”

  “Trust me, Maddie. It is.”

  Chapter 2

  The Beamer’s engine roars to life, sounding like it’s excited for Spring Break too, even though it’s just a car. I crank the air conditioning and lean back in the black leather seat, closing my eyes to just chill for a minute. Midterms kicked my ass this semester, and I can only imagine how bad finals will be. I feel like I’ll need this entire week off school just to recuperate from all the damn studying I did for these stupid tests. Of course, taking a course load of four AP classes at once never bothered my brother Greg, so I won’t let anyone know it bothers me

  I let out a deep breath and crank the radio. It’s Spring Break, after all. Fuck yeah. I pull out of the school parking lot, letting my car speed away from that hell hole as fast as I can legally go. Which isn’t fast, because I’m still in a school zone.

  Josh calls me, and I answer the phone on my car’s Bluetooth speaker because God knows I can’t afford another ticket for talking on the phone. At least this way, any passing cops will think I’m just talking to myself.

  “Sup, man?”

  “The Getaway tonight,” Josh says. In the background I can hear the roar of his old Camaro, a classic ’76 that he borrows from his dad every so often to drive to school and look like a badass. “Bryce is meeting at my house, so you wanna just pick us up, say around seven?”

  “The Getaway?” I say with a groan. “Come on, man. Anywhere but there.”

  “Getaway fuckin’ rules, dude. Just have your gay ass here by seven, okay?”

  The call ends and I roll my eyes as I turn toward my neighborhood. The Getaway is located in what used to be a clothing store before the company went bankrupt. It’s described as a “club for teens” and yes, it’s exactly as lame as it sounds. There’s dancing, a DJ, arcade games, and a bar that serves food and non-alcoholic drinks. So it’s pretty much like a night club, but for people who can’t buy alcohol. Without alcohol, I really don’t see a reason for grinding up against strangers under the blinking of multi colored lights to some shitty pop music, but it is what it is. My friends love it.

  And at least t
here’s a ton of girls there, so I guess that partially makes up for the whole lame factor. Given the choice, I’d rather binge watch Netflix in my room with a large cheese pizza, but the guys won’t go for that.

  Plus, there’s girls. And I could really use a girl right about now.

  I don’t mean that literally. I don’t use girls. I treat them with the respect they deserve, just like my mother taught me. It’s too bad that respect thing doesn’t go both ways. If I had a dollar for every time I was approached by a girl who only wanted the popularity that comes with dating a member of the football team, I’d be so freaking rich I could buy my own private jet and get the hell out of his small ass town.

  I love the idea of having a girlfriend. But every girl around here sucks. The spend more time bragging about dating me on social media than they do, ya know, actually dating me. They want me to buy them things, take them places, do all of the gold-digging things their heart desires, but when I was in the hospital having surgery on my knee, who came to visit me?

  None of them, that’s for sure.

  With bitter anger and spite flowing through my veins, I make it home and head straight for the shower. I still have a few hours before I need to be a Josh’s but I need some time to myself right now. A hot shower, an hour of watching TV, and maybe a snack. Maybe that will help me decompress. I mean, having a girlfriend isn’t the only thing in the world to care about.

  But what can I say? I want one.

  I want to love and laugh and hang out with a pretty girl who cares about me just as much as I care about her. I want secret inside jokes and late nights on the phone and lingering goodbyes on her doorstep.

  Sometimes I think I need to start an entirely new life on a whole different planet in order to have the opportunity to meet someone who could share these things with me. Living in Greg Jensen’s shadow has kind of ruined me, socially.

  My older brother was a rock star athlete, a God with the ladies, and graduated top of his class five years ago. And apparently, just because I look like him and share his DNA, everyone expects the same of me.